Never Good with Words..

Well, aside from words, sometimes my actions blur many others as well.

The worst thing about me is that i enjoy creating double meaning, causing others to misinterpret most of the thing due to my cheekiness.

Last friday, the verse from Psalms 18:21 i think was drilled into my brain "the tongue has the power of life and death". Indeed, no matter what the time period is, this seems to hold true. My tongue is one that i've been struggling to keep in control for the longest amount of time that i can even recall.. And now it happily resurfaces. Found myself speaking and stuttering similarly to SY's form of speaking because i guess i found it quite cute and funny to do so. It provides a platform to be honest without being too tactful yet gets the message across. My normal way of speaking is too direct, very similar to stabbing someone quickly and removing my blade. How can the verse be applicable in my life? I found myself stabbing recklessly soon after yet the gentle way of speaking does not appeal to me. Always found that it doesn't seem like human nature and in a way quite fake. However, sometimes while actually wanting to offer my services or be kind, i tend to cover it with some words that are less kind. My 'mask' is to be recognised as being naughty or mischeivous and this is probably not very conscious of the effort to 'set myself apart from the world'.

Got to try harder =x

On another note, it's the first weekend that i'm consciously forcing myself to study! hurray for the slow progress and a giant step towards growing up and the advancement into working life.