First day of the last sem

First day of Uni of the last semester springs 3 lectures with 1 lecturer.

3 hours of the same lecturer seems daunting to some but I guess I didn't mind because he was one of the best =) Deemed as one who sets super hard questions in exams, he was also my lecturer last semester whose subject was the only one where i didn't get just a P.

This does not, however, cure me of my falling asleep in lectures problem =x Perhaps before going for classes, i'll need to induce myself with caffeine, not from coffee (totally detest) but from chocolate =)

Trying to be more healthy this semester. Waking up early to EAT breakfast (goat cheese with prata bread and milo), attempt to make sandwiches for lunch, and perhaps more sandwiches for dinner. =x Probably depending on whether I have to work or go for wushu, or go for OCF.

Jogging schedule seems okay if I dont have work. Maybe after classes. However, I failed to allocate time to study it seems! haha.

Currently my schedule for the evenings is quite screwed up. Especially when I feel obligated to be 'on call' for my casual job of which i have yet to start a single shift. Ideally, this MIGHT be my schedule: BSF mon, WUSHU tues, WORK wed, WORK thu, OCF fri, WORK sat, CHURCH sun.

I'm not sure if I should commit myself to BSF (Bible study fellowship). It feels daunting, but it's actually a good source to study the bible. Just that sometimes i feel very shallow when i share my points when compared to others though this is not the main concern that i should be worried over. Yet as a human being, I tend to still be super subconscious about this. I guess I should just continue and see if God shows me a different direction. Pray God that you would help me prioritise my life in a way pleasing to you.

Ending hols..

It's been an eventful holiday this break! =)

Immediately after exams,

i) Adelaide trip
ii) July Camp
iii) Ski trip
iv) Surfing lessons (yet to be done)

In between these, managed to do

i) music prac for BUSKING [actual busking date not confirmed]
ii) watch 2 movies in the cinemas in 2 days (and one @ home on the 2nd day)
a) Get smart
b) Mamma Mia
iii) Lazer Wars with Wushu People
iv) go for morning (actually afternoon) jogs [only one successful one though]
v) finish my lawyer game up to the 4th game 4th case
vi) get a job (though officially I have not been offered shifts yet)
vii) play loads of bball
viii) twist my ankle
viiii) get bitten by mozzi in WINTER
x) play loads of fun poker with (mahjong) chips! [super addictive, mind you]
xi) play 3 ppl mahjong!

The only thing i have yet to do, is to actually think of my options of what to do after i graduate .. haha, maybe after ive surfed this weekend.. Hmmm

Sprained

Mini Dilemma now. I have a sprained ankle and a choice to make. To ski or to give that up and work instead.

GAME OVER

Passing

Yes!! I actually managed to pass! Oh wow. Really Thank God!

But it's really a borderline pass. Not that I'm complaining much. But practically, this, i suppose, is meant to make me wonder if i should continue with actuarial or not. Yes, i know it's so close. BUT, what's the use of continuing if i get super low marks and others with their nice finance/accounting degree go up to the employer with straight H1s (which i probably can't get even if i tried the same thing)

Decisions decisions.

just a little pix to keep my sanity

note: he's actually pulling on my sleeve.

"be good"

The most common phrase spoken to me.

Does that mean something? I'm never good? I'm good only when reminded? Do I always get into trouble? Do I always screw up?

I guess it's more of the 'I still act childish no matter what age I hit' mentality that I reflect onto others that gives me such remarks to work upon.


I'm actually tired of it all. This selfishness. This 'having to think for others'. Everything that contradicts.

My problem? Extremeness. It's hard to do one thing as well as the other. Yet at the same time, if I'm not multitasking (eg when watching shows I NEED to be playing free cell simultaneously) I feel kind of bored and weird. Confused? So am I.


Is it that time already? Time to grow up? I've always been meaning to get down to that, but laziness has always prompted me not to.

How to tell people treat u like a kid?

1) When what you say slides off and doesn't re-surface even though you are proven right
2) When people treat you as annoying and pass you on to someone else only to be passed back to the same person again
3) When people just ignore you

It's not as if I really have an opinion to share, because I don't think my opinion really matters. As Annie from Nanny diaries acts, I too, enjoy observing the cultures and somehow sink too deep into them. Not that I adopt all their ways but I do pick up such that whatever I say, were once part of others words, never my own original piece of work.